Sunday, January 30, 2011

Hell again

It's starting all over again. The fear starting to crawl will eat the 'me' that I have bled to be born free.....the hell I am trying to stay away from is here again......

Thursday, January 27, 2011


Obedience to the Divine ordinance. Be what is told and be what is ordered. will obey. But in time let the wind blow it's course to it's rightful place... To where freedom where the wave it's home

Wednesday, January 26, 2011


The missing part of the strong wave, slowly eating up the strength gained by little lies. Nothing can still throw away the storm that blew me away.  

The truth

acknowledging what's right from wrong. Blinding as the sunlight. How can anyone defy that neither can i. How can a strong heart survives that?

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Dear john

It's been a year since I saw dear John. I finally had the strength to watch the trailer again. But still touched my heart and I can't help not to shed a tear on it.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011


I guess it just doesn't work that way, where I can just easily just leave it. Tho I know I'm alone on this fight, how far can i go with this stupidity. How can I still hold on to something when I'm only one stuck into it. My silent cries, my heart aching for something I can't even touch, I wasn't even allowed to touch. As i thought that i can finally close that door but Yeah I still long for you my fairytale.