Longing

I guess it just doesn't work that way, where I can just easily just leave it. Tho I know I'm alone on this fight, how far can i go with this stupidity. How can I still hold on to something when I'm only one stuck into it. My silent cries, my heart aching for something I can't even touch, I wasn't even allowed to touch. As i thought that i can finally close that door but Yeah I still long for you my fairytale.